isnt it hun! a lot of the staff and guys on here know how much paddy means to me with out him i wouldnt be here today. i owe that dog my life and my sanity. and the thought that i may lose him sometime soon, kills me inside! i have only just been able to look at pics and vids of xena who we lost a yr ago and the thought i will be losing my soul mate is not something i want to think about right now xx